Heather Charisse Newman


Heather, 1999-2000

in your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
powerless I watch from faces I'd assumed
my purpose set, my will defined
caress the air embrace the skies
escape the sorrow and restaint of mortal cities

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Heather, 1998

give me time I will be clear
given time you'll understand
what possesses me to right what you have suffered

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Heather, 2002

there is no faith in which to hide
even truth is filled with lies
doubting angels fall
to walk among the living


Heather in 2003 [below]

Heather - Alternate Look, Spring 2003


Heather's Car



"I don't think you trust in my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
Father, into your hands I commend my spirit
Father, into your hands... why have you forsaken me?
In your eyes forsaken me, In your thoughts forsaken me,

In your heart, forsaken me..." - System of A Down, Chop Suey





[Additional Lyrics excerpts from

"Dark Angel" by VNV Nation]


CONFIDENTIAL: From the files of Dr. Edwina Cross, Psychiatrist: Heather C. Newman, courtesy of Fairfax County, VA EMT Squad [responding to overdose, possible suicide attempt, late 2002.]

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so many years I stood among
the thoughts and tears of those I'd served
among my own I was alone
through my own doing
all the years I walked unknown
behind the faces I assumed
powerless to clear your minds of what you'd suffered

I'm in this mood because of scorn
I'm in a mood for total war
to the darkened skies once more
and ever onward

I'd only come here seeking peace
I'd only come here seeking me
It seems I came, to leave...


Heather, 2001-2002