Heather Charisse Newman
Heather, 1999-2000
in
your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
powerless I watch from faces I'd assumed
my purpose set, my will defined
caress the air embrace the skies
escape the sorrow and restaint of mortal cities
Heather, 1998
give
me time I will be clear
given time you'll understand
what possesses me to right what you have suffered
Heather, 2002
there
is no faith in which to hide
even truth is filled with lies
doubting angels fall
to walk among the living
Heather in 2003 [below]
Heather - Alternate Look, Spring 2003
"I
don't think you trust in my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
Father, into your hands I commend my spirit
Father, into your hands... why have you forsaken me?
In your eyes forsaken me, In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart, forsaken me..." - System of A Down, Chop Suey
[Additional Lyrics excerpts from
"Dark Angel" by VNV Nation]
CONFIDENTIAL: From the files of Dr. Edwina Cross, Psychiatrist: Heather C. Newman, courtesy of Fairfax County, VA EMT Squad [responding to overdose, possible suicide attempt, late 2002.]
so
many years I stood among
the thoughts and tears of those I'd served
among my own I was alone
through my own doing
all the years I walked unknown
behind the faces I assumed
powerless to clear your minds of what you'd suffered
I'm
in this mood because of scorn
I'm in a mood for total war
to the darkened skies once more
and ever onward
I'd
only come here seeking peace
I'd only come here seeking me
It seems I came, to leave...
Heather, 2001-2002
